I don’t have time for the new stuff, so this is just a t-shirt for my friend’s birthday with a print of my painting on it
She rides all the ponies I painted here by the way
Her name is Brave and she is 17 years old
and she is amazing
so much work and so little time to do anything 
wishing a happy birthday to my friend

I paint quit a lot but all of that is nothing. Most of the work immediately goes to trash bin and I seem to be degrading in everything I do. And the calming pills I’m taking to sleep well make me feel like a jellyfish. Oh, I should defenitely paint this feeling.

I’m so sorry for being myself and for being this personal with all of you.

Good night.

Me and lovely Lyra, half a year ago